Monday

Time past so fast…. 4 months of dream-like vacation has came to the end. Feel really sad…not only because of saying goodbye to the place...people who been together for 4 months, also to the relaxing, enjoyable life there which will be lost once start to “work” err! Hate to mention this stupid word!! WHY??

Feel so strange when first arrive in KLIA…ppl with scarf…BM signboards…ppl talking with BM, Malaysian English and mandarin!!! Ahh…I’m really back …I feel so scared when I din feel the same way when I’m go back to my hometown…I though I will miss my home so much, maybe my family…my bed or food here? Maybe I m full of unsecured and worry now and made me feel nothing. I think I will become better. I know I m good in adapting…YES...I AM

Now, staying at home…put all d things out from that 2 giant luggage...start some preparation for job hunting…contact friends but seem like all of them busy with their life. Also look back to the pictures…but feel like tearing every time and then I will close the page after few pictures …I cant do this alone, looking at all those happy faces…happy time….feel so sadL I know, I know…I m suck…can I go back to those time? Miss all the time we spend together…miss our gang….miss the place

1 comment:

.:Jessica:. said...

I feel exactly the same! Until now, I haven't really looked at every pictures we had. It's always sad whenever I open my folder of our memories together. So, I'd better not to open it sometimes :(